My new morning routine includes a 20-minute walk through San Francisco to work. I’ve started to recognize a few regulars. For example, as I emerge out of the subway I often see a homeless man who spreads his arms, twists, and pirouettes in place, off in his own little corner. He never asks for money or even mumbles to himself. He seems fixated on filling up a little patch of space with his own twirling self. On Martin Luther King Day, which was a vacation for much of the city (but not for me), he wasn’t there. It’s good that he took the day off to recharge; pirouetting takes a lot out of you.
A girl often thrusts a newspaper at me whenever I climb the stairs out of the subway station. I think she must recognize me, because I’m pretty sure I’m one of the only people who takes the steps two at a time. (Life is too short to take steps one at a time.) I always smile and shake my head at her, and for a while she gave up. But every five days or so she thrusts her newspaper at me obstinately, as though hoping that last night was the night I destroyed all my RSS feeds and swore my undying allegiance to newsprint.
A guy on the corner sells stuff. During last month’s cold snap, he sold gloves. Lately, during the downpour, he’s been selling umbrellas. I want this guy around whenever I’m mugged; he’ll probably be selling tasers. Or when I’m making out with someone; he’ll be selling...well, anyway.
I walk down 2nd street and I am constantly amazed how many places there are to buy coffee. With all the competition, you’d think that they would fall over themselves to please their customers. But I have found myself ignored when I want to order, or glared at impatiently as a woman stands by with a sponge, waiting to wipe the counter when I’m done pouring in cream. I wonder if perhaps the point of selling coffee in the city isn’t profit. Perhaps they are all part of a big Coffee Hive, and it doesn’t matter which of them does the selling. They’re all in it together--a vast network of caffeine vendors--and all they want is to make us speed up, walk faster, last longer, go farther.
The people I really like to see are a rare occurrence, but I keep an eye out for them. They’re the people who come at you from the opposite direction. And they’re smiling and laughing. You have to look to see if they’re actually talking on a bluetooth, or if a little white wire trickling out of their ears indicates they’re listening to a funny podcast. If not, then you’re in the presence of a very rare sighting. You’ve found the people who are remembering something or thinking something so great that they can’t keep it inside of them. It floats up to their face and causes them to grin as they walk, and they carry their amusement with them like a balloon.
“You’ve found the people who are remembering something or thinking something so great that they can’t keep it inside of them. It floats up to their face and causes them to grin as they walk, and they carry their amusement with them like a balloon.”
I LOVED this description! And how wonderful to look out for these “rare” happy and/or amused people, disconnected from their phones, instead of being aggravated for a variety of reasons between breakfast and opening up your email at work. I wish I carried more balloons with me in the mornings.
Some of us folks with the headsets and the earphones are listening to nothing but the channels in our own minds--we just don’t want the rest of the world to think that we’re crazy, or be suspicious of the joy that we bring with us wherever we go. Guerrilla happiness strikes at will. He he.
“they carry their amusement with them like a balloon” is a sweet way to describe it. Usually when a memory makes me laugh or break out in a big smile and someone catches me, I just think, “Oh. He’s gonna think I’m crazy.” Only once has someone nodded at me and given me a big smile back. He was probably crazy too. sigh. It’s a complicated world out there.
Sometimes I see a bald eagle on my commute.
I was clearing out my RSS feed and almost erased you because I found you through Kathy’s blog and I know her through another person’s blog. This was a great post and you have earned yourself a pass until the next RSS cleaning. I like the part about the tasers and the happy grins.
Thus proving the point that if you want to stay in people’s RSS, don’t post about handjobs.
Now wait a minute. Let’s not be so hasty!
Sometimes it’s a jaunty walk and an (almost sly) little smile, and you know they just feel good inside to the point it shows. In fact, sometimes that’s you I’m describing.
Ooooh, I just love it when it’s me and my balloon.
I loved this post, loved the end paragraph. That is one of my favorite things - to see someone walking by who is smiling inwardly. It instantly puts me in a good mood to see someone who can’t contain happiness.
Yes, it is a rare sight these days to see someone who’s amused from within, rather than from outward influences.
I love the concept of The Borg for coffee shops.
I’m also a two-at-a-timer. Steps, I mean.
I twist and pirouette every goddamn morning and still have yet to receive so much as a wave of recognition from you. 0h, why do I even bother?
Is the “12 Galaxies” guy still around these days? That is what I remember from my morning SF walking commute.